IE: My doll that is ultimate fantasy become impossibly pretty. Perfect locks, perfect human body, perfect but adaptable character, healthier life style, perfect clothing, little face, doe-like eyes, small nose, etc.
October 2017. Image thanks to Insanity’s Equilibrium.
Finally I contacted Kiya K., also CinnaDolly, Residing Doll. “Kiya lives in Southern Ca, where CinnaDolly brings together Kiya’s fascination with Lolita tradition, human body modification, lifestyle fashion, and BDSM. Kiya has embraced her passion if you are living art since a teenager, whenever dial-up modems remained brand brand new and there clearly was no internet. Today, Kiya everyday lives and explores surreal environments on self-assigned tasks to go deeper into sparkly territory. ”
Kiya K: Dollification in my opinion means the generating of an individual in to a doll, mainly within an visual method, but additionally there is certainly this going to the mind-set of the doll,
Aswell, while the playing out of situations through roleplaying too. Roleplaying is actually done in pairs, though those who identify as ‘living dolls’ definitely simply get together to occur, though that’s maybe not so much what dollification implies; dollification frequently relates to the becoming or making another turn into a doll or behave like a doll with kink overtones or implications.
HM: what sort of doll would you like being?
KK: i do believe for each and every doll, there is certainly a different doll to be. Dolls are diverse. Dolls are multifaceted. Dolls evolve. They be seemingly more available to growing and changing than the majority of the people. I’m not really certain to understand where to start to resolve issue.
In the event that you mean stylistically, being fully a doll and an abiding desire for Lolita and Harajuku4 -inspired, over-the-top, and queer femme influenced style get together for me like chocolate hot fudge over frozen dessert by having a maraschino cherry on the top – yummmm. I’m able to elaborate: Lolita fashion talks in my experience as a method this is certainly about pursuing ideals of design, femininity, and beauty that draws on a range that is diverse of. A number of the fashion and just how it really is documented may project pretty much sexiness, however it’s absolutely about pressing boundaries for me personally.
One other way to resolve issue: I’m a switchy, delicate, compassionate, often dominating, often submissive, often receptive, often powerful, often delicate doll with a solid feeling of by herself. You won’t look for a replicant that is compliant here. I will be adept at many abilities and methods, both to generate and get of service to those for me to let my guard down around that I deem safe.
HM: Has this changed in the long run?
KK: There is certainly a development. Additionally, the people who i’m a doll with influence exactly exactly how this unfolds. Sorry we don’t do have more details right here.
HM: Do you really remember just exactly how it started for your needs?
KK: we dated an individual who often defined as a doll. She introduced me to Lolita fashion too. The two of us involved in dollification roleplaying. Then, maybe perhaps not long after, we dated somebody else who was simply into dollification, too. It’s a pretty typical thing, now, in my own relationships. I would personallyn’t be astonished if We mostly date those who are into some aspect or one other of dollifcation for the others of my life.
It’s very liberating to become a doll, to look at this mind-set and live into this role- play to be an even more creation that is perfect.
HM: Is this one thing you are doing along with other individuals now? Do an‘owner is had by you’ or even other dolls?
KK: Yeah, when I said, there is certainly defnitely a residential area of individuals, some into more the fashion and lifestyle element of Lolita, plus some individuals who are more in to bisexual videos the roleplaying and energy trade aspects that draw upon and enact kink / BDSM methods. It’s about living in an elevated framework of understanding and presence, i do believe.
Day i don’t have an owner, but I’m open to having an owner, one. I’m also open to having other dolls, certain. Staying in a doll house or apartment with other dolls will be the most readily useful.
HM: Can the process is described by you of the way you transform in to a doll?
KK: i will be always a doll.
HM: Something I’m specially enthusiastic about is just exactly how an individual might replace the real means they move and behave actually when they’re doll. Like, can you be nevertheless or for instance?
KK: No. Perhaps some individuals try this, but also for me, being a doll that is living about being such as for instance a replicant from Blade Runner. I’m self- mindful, We have emotions and ideas. Day i fear being turned off permanently, one.
HM: and it is there a new state of mind whenever you might be a doll? What exactly is that like?
KK: Well, sure, but it is based on the people I’m with, the environment.
HM: what’s the benefit of being fully a doll?
KK: I’ve pointed out some things: It’s very liberating to become a doll, to look at the mindset and live into role-play to be a far more creation that is perfect. Then there’s the element of changing my own body become a significantly better doll. I will be increasing funds to own plastic that is facial, breast augmentation, plus some liposuction and fat grafting, along with potentially modification to my vocals and bone tissue size decrease, whilst the technology arrives and may be properly implemented. I am getting my ears pointed by Samppa von Cyborg in April in European countries. This will be most likely where I’m somewhat different than a number of the Lolitas and much more like the #plasticfantastic bimbofication audience. Also myself aspiring to bimbofy myself, here our interests overlap in plastic surgery and body modification though I don’t completely consider.